Look before you leap.

Have you ever wanted to say something to someone?
Something deep and so heart-filled, that it just drives you insane that you just cannot say it?

I have some weight on my chest that I have been carrying.
Stressed out because I just can’t find myself hearing an answer that I do not accept.
Maybe I already know the answer to my question.
Some small talk to myself is therapeutic, right?
Look at me. I’ve already lost my mind.

I would like to come to my senses.
Come to realize that she doesn’t want to be in a relationship with me.
Because it just makes sense.
I’m nothing to her, but her mere friend.

I respect that, I guess. Damn, I’m too selfish.
Now, here I am, wanting more than just her friendship.

I sense that she doesn’t want me.
Why is it that I can see through people?

How would I even know that this is truly what she is thinking?
Who am I fooling? I’m just scared.

Being the nervous wreck that I am,
I should just leap.
Leap into the nonexistent arms that would never break my fall.
Falling to my death:

The truth.